When I got your message, I feel I have every reason to be mad.

4 sms and disappear for 2 months. Say you are busy every time. Offended me by your rubbish messages and not let a chance for a single word.

You changed to another person and said you are good, happy and enjoy life. You acted like you can break up and move on at ease.

It's beyond imagination.

I was hurt and even worried about you, tried to defend you in every way.

***

I want you to know I did try a lot in the past 2 years. I was touched by a lot of great things you did and was about to commit and take a step forward.

You, however, decided to put 'an end' to the story and dominated for this one time.

Have you thought of how I would feel?

***

I have trust in you more than myself. I thought I would be secured, protected, and I was wrong.

I thought I knew you well but I don't.

***

Thank you for having me in the past 2 years and treated me well until the last day. It's been hell of a journey.

Good luck with everything and I'll see you soon.

Why so heartless. 

We have known for 10 years and were best friends.  And now I am not worth you a single word face to face.

How could you.

Why can't we face it together. Why don't give a chance. Why don't let me listen to you.

At least a proper talk.  It won't look as if I am such a burden.

My heart is so broken.

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22/5 Hospital Again - Home

It's a bit late tonight but I am finally home.

I am still tired and in pain. There is nothing more the doctor can do for now and he let me go home to take rest in a comfy place if it helps heal better. I am taking 1g of augmentin twice a day and other drugs so my stomach is not feeling too well either. Will go back to the hospital for follow-up checking (could be a gastroscopy) in 2 weeks' time when my throat recovers.

Thank you for your message - I am just tired and want to talk when I feel better. My voice is weak after tonsillectomy and I feel pain after speaking a while.

Text or e-mail is definitely fine. I am kind of bored awake.

I am glad to be home. Out of hospital at least. A better bed too. A bigger TV too. Better food too.

wy

21/5 Hospital Again - Day 4

Thank you all for your call/e-mail/messages. I've got them all but was unable to return them one by one. Seriously, I was tired and/or in pain. I always think I can reply all messages but this time. Truly would like to say thank you as you lift me up at hard times. Thank you. I love and miss you all.

Day 4 is just a copy of Day 3 except that I started to take more antibiotics, AGAIN. I am worried too but what else can I do?

For those who are not afraid, below shows one of my tonsils cut last Saturday (10 May)-

It's quite big for a petit gal like me, as said. The wound still hurts now, say once in 4, 5 hours.

p.s. As a MANU fan, I truly would like to see them win tonight. I'll try to watch and please don't stop me. Go Hargreaves! MANU is gonna win if he is in...and play aggressive.

love,
wy